ghostjump (Week 9) {0}


ghostjump (Week 9), originally uploaded by Greyhawk68.

Instead of using my straight on flash to capture my daughter’s jumps, I used a bounce flash off the ceiling accidentally. I used it several times to catch the ghostly jumps.

I stitched together several shots from the happy accident and then blurred out the background. I kinda like it. It’s something different at least.

A Sad, Cautionary Tale {2}

This is not an easy blog post to write, as I fear this sort of thing is happening with way too much frequency across the US. Anyway, I want to tell you a story about a friend of mine.

He’s in his late fifties, married, with no kids. He owns his own business. His wife worked for a small home manufacturer for several years as their accountant, but with the recent recession, business dried up and they downsized to the point where they didn’t need her any more. She also works for a big box retailer as a cashier and also does some accounting work for them as well. She too is in her fifties.

They’ve both had health problems before, so getting their own health insurance is pretty much out of the question due to pre-existing conditions. Also, the big box retailer won’t give her enough hours to become full-time. If they allowed her to be full-time, they would have to provide health insurance. She has asked to go full time, to no avail. COBRA (a government program that allows you to pay for your own insurance for X amount of months after you lose a job that provided it) ran out awhile ago, so they had to find a way to be insured (and make some extra money.) So, she got another job, one that provides insurance. The pay isn’t good, and the job commute is 30 miles one-way, but they do get insurance.

Now, because she obtained this new job full-time, she asked the big box retailer to be a little flexible in their scheduling. They refused. These retail environments truly care about no-one. They know they can get some teenager to do the job for cheaper, and if you go, they’ll just slap another person into your place. It doesn’t matter that she’s a sweet, kind lady with great customer service skills and does some accounting work. They can hire five more like her, so sorry, she has to work when they tell her to. It’s likely that the big box retailer will demand too much of her, and she’ll end up losing that job because she has to work the right hours in her full-time job (for the subsequent insurance.)

Let’s get back to their business. Due to the economy, and some other factors, business has been way down. This has been a trend over the past couple years. It’s led the couple to refinance their home, blow through their savings and borrow against 401K’s for money to keep the business going. This was before she lost her gig with the home builder. So now, she’s working two jobs, and they are barely making it with that and the business.

Well they fell a little behind on their business rent (which they’ve scraped enough up to catch up on) and they worked out a deal with the building management company to have a month-to-month lease. This was a couple months ago. Yesterday the building management told them they have 30 days to get out. When questioned, they weren’t willing to make any deals or concessions. They were just “moving in another direction.” Now this is a large national building management company, and this was one slot in a strip mall. In this strip mall there are currently 8 vacant stores. EIGHT. So here you have a small business man, who because he’s NOT in a lease right now, can’t even sell the business to anyone else to stay, and cannot easily move to a new location. There are some politics involved, but I won’t get into that now. The main thing is, this business, which has been in the same location for over 8 years, is ending (at least in its current form) and there’s nothing my friend can do to stop it.

And to me, I don’t understand the business of removing a paying customer, when you have so many slots open already.

Anyway, this is a rolling cash business, where he gets a lot of product ahead of time, and then pays later. He deals with his distributors on a rolling 30/60/90 day basis depending on the distributor. So now he owes a lot of money to these folks, and as of March 31st, he no longer has the income stream to pay. That throws a huge wrench in things.

Because of the type of business, he can’t just move to any location. There are some specific criteria which limit possibilities quite a bit. So it’s hard to move, money is far too tight, and there aren’t many options. Add to the fact that it’s going to be hard for him to get a job outside of the business. He’s managed a very niche type of store for over eight years. So that’s his only experience in the last eight years. If he can’t find another of the same type of store to manage, what kind of job is he going to be able to find?

So here are two people, nearing 60, losing a small business they’ve run for eight years and poured tons of money into, one of them working a crap job just to be insured and a second job simply for money (and let’s face it, it isn’t high paying either) and as of this moment, they really don’t know what they’re going to do. Retirement in five years? I don’t think so.

I write this as a cautionary tale to everyone reading. Just because things are good for you financially, it doesn’t mean they are going to last. It also sadly means that you shouldn’t put all of your eggs in one basket. Ask yourself, if you lost your job or business today, could you get employed easily somewhere else, with enough of a salary and benefits package to survive? If the answer is truly “no” you have to really re-think how things are going for you.

In addition, this outlines how the current health care system completely sucks, and totally discriminates against the people who need it most. I have some more personal ties to the evils of healthcare in this country and how people with small businesses and pre-existing conditions are screwed, but right now, honestly, I’m too tired and beat down to lay it out there.

All I know is that there needs to be some help for the small business owners in our country, and soon, and something needs to be done so people that need healthcare can get it.

Sorry to be a downer everyone, but I figure reading this might help some of you, and I hope it does.

Sisters (Week 8) {0}


Sisters (Week 8) , originally uploaded by Greyhawk68.

We did a photoshoot this past weekend with my daughters, and this one really captured their personalities rather nicely. After dolling it up a bit in Photoshop, I think it turned out well.

Google Redesigned {0}

Hey there, I just stumbled upon something not too long ago on one of the tech blogs I follow (for the life of me I cannot remember which one) but if you are a Mozilla Firefox user and a Gmail user, you may think this is pretty cool.

Basically, a company called Globex Designs Inc. has created a Firefox extension that allows you to make Gmail look MUCH nicer. The extension is called Google Redesigned and I love it, especially for the way it makes the Calendar look. It has separate setups for Gmail, GCal and GReader and you can turn them on and off as you wish.

If you think your Google apps are a little ugly, give Google Redesigned a shot.

Cold Stare (Week 7) {1}


Cold Stare (Week 7), originally uploaded by Greyhawk68.

I liked the dappling of light on this one, and the contrast of the paint, concrete and the snow…

Quote of the Day {0}

Okay, I didn’t find this, it was brought to my attention by Chez over at Deus Ex Malcontent but it is a brilliant quote nonetheless by film critic Roger Ebert.

“I believe that if, at the end of it all, according to our abilities, we have done something to make others a little happier, and something to make ourselves a little happier, that is about the best we can do. To make others less happy is a crime. To make ourselves unhappy is where all crime starts. We must try to contribute joy to the world. That is true no matter what our problems, our health, our circumstances. We must try. I didn’t always know this, and am happy I lived long enough to find it out.”

An amazing quote, from an amazing man. Check out his story on Esquire online.

Lyrics of the day {2}

Heard this on the radio on the way into work and it seemed very apropos…

I know the pieces fit cause I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing,
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication.

I know the pieces fit cause I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesn’t mean I don’t desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication

The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it
Finding beauty in the dissonance

There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I’ve done the math enough to know the dangers of our second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication

Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion

-Tool from the song “Schism”

Holding Court (Week 6) {0}


Holding Court (Week 6), originally uploaded by Greyhawk68.

Week 6 in my 52 Weeks project. I went outside while visiting my in-laws and caught this photo. The river is simply gorgeous on a bright winter day.

Why Project Vulcan from IBM Lotus Matters {2}

Project Vulcan

I know it’s been a couple weeks since Lotusphere, but I wanted to take some time to let it all digest before I wrote something about Project Vulcan. At it’s core, Project Vulcan aims to tie together all the products in the Lotus portfolio more closely, using a new consistent UI based on cutting edge technologies like HTML5, the Webkit browser, OAuth and OpenID, CSS3 and more. Then, they will use social analytics to give you the data you really want to see.

So let’s break that down a bit. Tying together all of their products is something they have been doing at a minimal level for awhile. Simply creating a sidebar plug-in doesn’t really cut it in the long run though. I think that now they really see the value in having some underlying architecture that supports all of their services. It helps those of us that utilize more than one IBM Lotus product. If it can make things easier in the long run for all the products, that will truly be a win for everyone involved.

For the new consistent UI, I think that’s cool in general if the Client, Web Browser and Mobile all have the same look and feel. But that’s not really earth-shattering by itself. What really excites me is the fact that they are going to do it all around new cutting edge standard technologies. For once, it really seems like Lotus is leading the way rather than playing catch-up. They are stating that they will utilize all of the new technologies like HTML5, CSS3 and more. That is a shift away from the past where developers had to wait for lengthy periods of time for those features to surface in Domino. To me, this is showing a strong commitment to Domino as a development platform. They are going to support all of these really cool technologies, and try to make it work the same in all three versions of the client. This is really huge.

And they are really focused on mobile, believe me. In fact, in one of the blogger panels I attended, it was said that they would almost like to make things work best in the mobile space first and then work backwards to the web browser and client. They see everyone doing tons of stuff via their phones now, and they realize that mobile is crucial to success of the product going forward.

The last piece, social analytics, is something I think IBM can knock out of the park. With all of the things IBM has been brewing in it’s labs over the years, there is a ton of technology that they should be able to integrate across the Lotus portfolio. Going forward, there is only going to be more and more information, and you need ways to filter that down into only the stuff you care about. The analytics will do just that. There’s already an example of this in Notes 8.5 with the Recent Contacts feature. Recent contacts scans the email you send and receive, and tries to base your email type-ahead on the people you connect with most. It’s a small thing, but a great time-saver. Think about what IBM can do with all of the information that flies at you on a daily basis. I think they are really strong here and can give us tools that will really help us out going forward.

There really wasn’t any whiz-bang news this year at Lotusphere. No big new product announcements (Traveler for Android not withstanding) but just a commitment to the existing products. I actually liked this for a change. Not a lot of flash, but there is a lot of meat behind what is going on. I hope this path really succeeds and we see the fruits of Project Vulcan sooner rather than later…

Music in the Internet Age and OK Go {0}

What I just read has to be one of the best explanations of the music business currently out there, and why some things are the way they have to be. I really like OK Go, and I thank ‘Weird Al’ Yankovic for sharing the above forum thread via his Twitter account (@alyankovic). Al basically said “Ditto.”

Be sure to check out OK Go, here’s their latest video for This Too Shall Pass

OK Go – This Too Shall Pass from OK Go on Vimeo.

You can buy their latest album here.

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